the lost one

assalamualaikumm

i never expect it would ended such way. i lost my grandmother, not one but both of my grandmothers. its such a gloomy weeks for me. before Ramadan, i lost my granny on my father's side and right after we celebrated Eid, i lost my granny on my mother's side. i was very close with my father's side granny. i used to live with her almost 3 years. i'd spent the whole day missing her so much. i wasn't that close with my mother's side. but still, i love them so much. now, i lost both of them.. al- Fatihah~ 

i wish i would be strong enough to live on.